Dear Jesus

February 8, 1995
Dear Jesus,
I just wanted to write you a letter and let you know how much I love you. I sometimes am overwhelmed by all that
I am going through and do not express very well what is happening inside of me. It seems that the trials are sometimes
tougher than I expect and I need to make decisions very quickly. I so want to make the right decision. My first
decision is always to follow you in all that I do.
Please help me to know if I am making the right decision or not. There must be a way that I can be sure. I know
all must line up with your Word. Sometimes it is very hard to make the right decision not knowing what lies ahead.
I know that you never leave me nor forsake me. Thank you for that. I trust you to continue to lead me in your paths
of righteousness.
Your faithful servant,
Jan

August 29, 2000
We can trust Him in all things! I wrote this five years ago going through one of the most difficult times in my
life. I was going through a divorce after twelve years of marriage. I was very ill, unemployed, had been displaced
from my home and very afraid of what the future might bring. But, we serve a God that is bigger than all our problems
and all our fears.
Jesus held me in His hands and led me exactly where I needed to go. He pointed me to a new residence and He hand picked a new job for me. He built me up and poured the oil and the wine into my wounds. He provided for me financially and executed righteous judgment concerning the things in my life. He began to accomplish all those personal promises that He had made to me.
Today I have a wonderful husband who loves God, a beautiful home, a viable ministry and Jesus is in my heart more than ever.
A word of encouragement to all who need to hear, Jesus loves you. Trust Him in all your ways and He will give you your heart's desires. He is faithful and not a respecter of persons.
His faithful Servant,
Jan